finally english research paper had done and passesd up, can consider a bit more relax than few weeks back. but still i had plenty works to go.
this few days was quite addicted to few songs, one is recognized by tze weng.ahaha an emo song. many thing had happen but i wont mention here. but what i will mention is that, i no longer wanna be a utilitarianism. and i definitely will change myself after something happen. as very time you fail, you change. change to a better person than last time so in order you hopefully dont repeat the failing process.
forget the past, look at present and plan for future
Past is, i done something that couldnt work out so i have to forget about it. let it go
present will be my currect, finishing my foundation will be now my first priority
plan for the future and i dont know, im getting more and more lazy to plan for my future whether this and that or whatever shit it is. is boring, and is tired. because things wouldnt go your way. it usually go the opposite way, so dont plan and let it be will be best for me now.
everytime you smile, i smile
everytime you shine, i shine for you too.
and im not gonna jump now because im afraid to fall =(